Wow.. I never realized that the last time i opened this blog was like one year ago. A lot of things to share, a lot of things to keep into my memories. I missed all those moments back when i was still a middle school student. Now that i'm done with my diploma, i started to read back what i wrote in this blog a few years ago.  And i was like WOW!Hahaha.. every year i changed and changed and still this blog keeps me the way i am. The way that i don't remember how i was even if i did try to remember those times. But still, i kept this blog moving on cause i know SHE will still read this time to time. Take it as a memory between us that i never threw away no matter what :)

Now to move on to the next step of my life. I've been through primary school as a young boy, Middle school as an adolescent, a young adult at college and now, hope so an adult to start my life. So many people met, some are friendly, some are just downright evil and vile. Just putting on their mask to cover their true intentions and feelings. To tell u guys the truth.. School, College and real life are so different.. U never know where these people will strike u from. All u have is just trust n experience to guide you.

In addition to that, the stress from work..OMG. even the simplest of jobs can get u stressed. Getting scolded by customers, boss..All that is just for your breakfast at work. LOL. Kinda missed the old care free me. Where i just play hooky to skip stressful situations, switch off my phone to avoid confrontation, or go to a cybercafe and just kick the living hell out of zombies in left 4 dead. Real life is not a fairy tale story..Its the real deal, that i kept reminding all the juniors that i know to be ready. Cause if u keep being like how i was, which is care free, in the end you'll be the one regretting it. I did regret what i did but i pick up the pieces. :)

Well, i think that is enough of my random ramblings for one day..See u people someday.. I will be back to update this again. :)

Almost a year since I last posted

Hello yawwwww~ Its been a while since i last posted on my blog.Ever since then, many things had changed. Now i'm a semester 4 student in KPTM. And i had achieved so many things. Bittersweet things had happened and i've been through so much that it helped me grow to become a better person and also a better man. I know it may sound cheesy but its a fact. I'm now not single, not available and so in love with my girl, Norfariza Binti Zainal Abidin. She's the only sole purpose for me to continue with my life.To get ready for my future with her. She understands me.Maybe sometimes there are some hiccups in our relationship but that don't mean that we can't work it out. This 21'st February will be our 6th month anniversary. Amin..

Heheheh..Well, i can't tell u so much since tomorrow i'm having a test. Business Law paper and i can't wait to get it done. So that i don't need to waste so much time getting nervous for it. And by the way, Kudos to Syafiq for being so generous and bought us Carl Junior burgers today. It was yummy. Can't even have another bite of anything.Well, gudnite everyone, maybe later tonite if i'm not asleep then i'd be posting another blog post. Good night everyone.

Hungry....

Today is my second day of fasting...A must because i promised to God that if i get good results i'm going to have to fast for a whole cumulative month!wow..God is so great..knowing that you promised him, Insya-Allah..he will make your wish come true..Yet still people don't know how to appreciate his gift of life.But you will have to sacrifice something in order to gain something right..

Or not there won't be balance...

Furthermore, by fasting..slowly and bit by bit i get to reduce my weight! =D

Cant wait to wear that size 33 pants again...damn them for calling me BARBESOR!!!ahahaha...

Just wait and see...hehehe...

Fasting also improves overall health..It was said so itself in the Quran. =D It cleanses the body from toxin and other useless body substance which accumulates and damages our body system.In addition to cleaning body from toxin, it passively improves blood circulation too. =)

hahaha...enough of that..the point is right now, I'm hungry!!!

New Semester.. New Resolution..

A lot have happened in the past 6 months u know..And i bet all of you are dying to hear bout it..

This semester was filled with so much hard work and colored with smiles and tears...here is a list of what i'm gonna talk about.. weeeeee!

Hahaha..those are just roughly some of them.

lets talk bout each one of them..The first was finalist for BEL 260 and BEL311 public speaking contest...wow...now that was an exhilarating experience. On the first round, i don't even have any idea just how fun it was to show your influence when you're talking.It shows how much power your charisma can affect others.It was a great experience.The second round was pretty easy and i toppled everyone in that stage. Heehehe.. But the finals, wow...they were all on the different stage compared to me.I cant imagine how were they able to get to be that good.But again i tried so hard to win the judges' attention but it was something so hard to achieve...

I lost in the finals..but no matter..i got the consolation prize...RM50 and a certificate...who wouldn't want that??????

Getting blamed for stealing...hurm..how can i say this..at this time i felt so betrayed...But its fated that on that fateful day, i was to be blamed..the amount was RM500!!can you believe that!!!my roommates and toilet mates were blaming me.I don't know how can they think that i was stealing their money.All the transport students were there.And while i was getting blamed for everything.they all kept quiet and i felt so alone and betrayed..Even the warden was called to solve the problem..But they couldn't quite prove that i was the culprit and i know myself..i wouldn't steal from my friends..After that incident..they ostracized me..alienation just like school kids.They wouldn't even meet eyes with me...But after a few weeks, we settled the problem and continued like nothing happened.

Next is getting hands on experience with rugby!!!I bet this was the most unique experience among the others..ahahaha...The first day of training and that old man was training us like spartans!!!OMG!!!That old fool expect me to understand every shit he says.and what can i do. I didn't understand shit.In the end, he said that if we cant do simple things than he'd give an even simpler task...Run.Run till you drop.It was hell.Running around in zigzags until u can't run no more...My friend Ayep was so out of gas after training that he vomited and his legs were like jell-O... Then the next day was full contact training.I was tackled off the ground by some guy who's like 2 times larger than me..by then..I knew..no amount of strength or speed can surpass sheer size...it was sky blue for me....The first time being tackle and brought to my feet ever since i was born.wow.Theres always first time for everything.. =DD

This semester too, i gained new friends that i can really rely on...Especially Raje...He may look cowardly sometimes but he's the most trustworthy of all.He was always there to hear my whine bout everything that happened and i shared a lot with him.Then theres Ayep and his talk... Even though that i may not believe everything he said..but he sometimes really want people to believe and without realizing it, i believed him. =) But i don't care bout that.whats important is that whenever problems arise..he's the first one to be there to help.And i'm so thankful to that.hope i can rely on him in the future...Then there Akil from Shah Alam.met him during driving lessons.that guy is just hilarious...Simply simple with his over the top jokes.damn.

During these past few months too...I got to explore so much bout KL...The good side and also the flip side of it.It seemed so good on the outside but if we get to know the inner parts..I'm sure you'll see the corruption within.So much bribery, prostitution and lack of morality..Its very easy to see.But you must not let it affect you.

Then theres the studying part...Fuh...Alhamdulillah that i got to do accountings and mathematics really well.I've never gotten A for my mathematics and accountings but yet this year..I got to feel the sweetness of A for maths n accounts...wow...now thats achievement..getting praised by lecturer is something everyone wants once in while right?Marketing...English...Religious studies...i overcame it all through hard work and i'm glad it all work out..The mid terms...was alright but i faced some problems during the finals but i pulled through...

During this semester break, i was able to go for driving class. And it was great!!!Getting to drive a car for the first time is kinda frigghtening and also hard...to tell the truth..i ain't gonna be driving a manual car any more!!!!dang.. the hill...side parking...makes me feel like its hard!!

Maybe thats enough for now..heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

Life Goes On..

As the day goes by...I kept getting worse n worse..But what can i do..Life still have to move on right?Even if it hurts me like a ton of bricks..But i'll go on living..Living so strong that people won't notice the scars that i'm carrying..Living so strong so that I can give the will for others to live on with me..Living so strong that people around me will know..that i'm here for them and will always be there..Maybe i'm dying inside, but don't worry..I'll pull through..Allah is rich..maybe all this has a meaning..I'll try living optimistically..Maybe at a point in my life..I'll understand,why all this happen and also keep going without turning back to see fix the puzzle that has already lost its most important piece..You..

Heck..I think I'll be even stronger from now on..Although not quickly,but bit by bit...I'm pulling myself together gain..If there's "rezeki" maybe someday it may spark again for us to be together but for now...Let fate decide my paths...Thanks people for hearing what i had to say for the past few weeks...Enjoy todays song ok peeps..

Its Been Months....

Woah...i guess its been a very long time since i've blogged...Many things had happened since i entered College...its KPTM Bangi (Kolej Polytech Mara)...Damn, i don't even know where to start on my great journey these past few months...Everything was kind of a blur because all happened so fast and i couldn't even describe any of it to you people..Learning BEL120, CTU101 ,MAT140, ACC115 and MGT162...i can handle almost all of the subjects except accounts and mathematics...FUCK accounts!!Maths is rather the same...Calculus and all those additional maths shit..huhuhu.....

Enough la for tonight...xda mood ah...haha

First Time n First Step

For today is my first ever blog....I'd like to say dat all this while,i had been playing around..
i want anyone who reads my blog will get to learn something out of my life..
haha..enough of this crap..
my name is Zulfirdaus Bin Md Zain n i came from a family of 5 person..
lives in Bandar Sunway n evrything had been going smoothly except 4 my past..
waiting 4 SPM jobless(for now)...
not single n in a serious relationship...Please have fun reading my blogs..
any mistakes or anyone offended wit my posts, give constructive critism..any foul language will not be tolerated!
haha.....Anyway....Welcome to the "RoAD To SwEEt ViCtoRY"!
This 4 you baby!